TVXQ's SeolLim's CF

OMG!!!! Isn't it cute?? Micky was so darn cute. He can be funny when he wants to and he can be charismatic and touching when he performs Brian McKnight's One Last Cry. They were chosen to be the spokesperson because they are very popular group both in Japan and Korea.

Currently, they are holding their 4th Live Arena Tour concert in Japan with their 4th Japanese album entitled The Secret Code. ARRGGHH!!! Wish I can be there to watch the concert. They are singing LIVE!!! However, the Dolphin Xiah Junsu got injured while rehearsing and he needs to sit on a wheelchair to perform. Pity him~

LOVE STORY (Taylor Swift) meets VIVA LA VIDA (Coldplay)

This piece of composition was a superb ones. It was recommended by Christine. When I listen to it, I don't know why I feel quite relax and just sit back and listen to it. Besides, I'm very impress with their skills. It was really really fast fast and with energy. So, this is a recommended composition.

STUPIAK!!!!

Why am I soooooooo S.T.U.P.I.D !!!!!!!

Yesterday went to PJ for the interview of study trip to Korea and I messed up/ screwed up the whole interview!!!

Actually I've already forgotten about the whole study trip thingy because the staff didn't call me the day before and ask me to go for the interview. Out of a sudden, they called me in the morning of the interview day and ask me to go for the interview. I was actually sleeping that time and I got so damn happy that I was chosen to go for the interview. I ask them how many people were chosen for this interview, and they say 4 people from the Klang Valley which means 4 from the PJ, Setapak and Sg Long campus and I was 1 of the lucky 4!!! I've become more happy!! I even screamed out that gives my mom a shocked. And it makes me totally cannot sleep back.

I really wanted to go to Korea so badly. Now, there's a chance appear in front of me sure I will grab it. But I've screwed it!!!

The interview, I thought it should be asking about the reasons why I wanted to join this study programme and so on but it turns out to be asking the damn UTAR stuff like who's the president, who's the dean of FAM, when did UTAR established, how many courses did FAM offer, and so on which makes me dunno how to answer it. I swear that if you pull 100 students to ask that kind of questions, 98 of them sure don't know. Who will give a damn to know this kind of things. Their purpose is just to study well and get good result and get the damn cert and find a good job.

The most stupidest thing I've ever done is when they asked me whether do I have anything to say to them, and I can't even think a single reason to back up myself. WTF!!! Then I ended the interview in just less than 10 minutes. I'm really a fool!!! stupid!!!

The most I angry about myself is when I come out of the room, those idea of answering or back up myself just come out just like that!! Like I've should have say that I've been so keen to learn this Korean culture and language, I've joined NS before and independent is not a problem for me, I've should have shown my basic korean language skills, and bla bla bla bla...

WTF!!!

Ish. I'm so damn angry of myself. Why can't I think of something more convincing to answer them and why does those idea need to come to my brain so late??? WHY????

Can't it run through my mind earlier when I'm doing the interview??

I'm really damn sad of this. It's proven now that luck doesn't stay by my side. I've never have luck in my life. Never once, luck stick with me. I really wanted to go. I can see that out of the people who got to interviewed, I'm the most sincere to go for the programme and study. From our conversations before the interview, all they say is for fun, for travelling and so on. It's not about study and get to know their culture.

Haiz... Why I just need to screwed up every chance I met?? I'm such an idiot. IDIOT!!!!!

Finally~

Yeap~ Finally~

Finally, today I finish all my last final main papers. I feel kind of relief actually. But I know I'm sure gonna sit for the supplementary papers >.<

Anyway, I feel the urge to blog in here about my feelings for today.

It's been 4 years for those who have been with me during the Pre-U days. I wanna thank all my friends who have been with me through all the thick and thin. From the very first time we stick together till now. It's always been you guys who supported me and some "influence" me... Hahaha... The bad influence =.= Chiew Ping, Christine, Apple, Stella, Su Shan, Rui Shan, Fei Ling, Jason (Ah Suk), Vino, Yik Mian, Robson, Nikita, Sheena, Pam, Chiew Chiao, Chiew Ling, Wei Shia, Mei Shi, Wei Jie, Hoi Yew, Ling Ling (300), Joanna, Mun Yee, Shu Hui, Yoke Peng, Pam, Sze Mei, Jing Chen, Li Mun, Ai Leng... (Still have anybody I didn't mention??? Sorry that I forget to mention your name. Do remind me ler...) I'm really grateful to all of you.

And I'm really wanna say thank you to my crazy housemates whom we live together for 3 months. It's been the most enjoyable 3 months with you all although you all go clubbing after i move out >.< NOT FAIR!!!!! Lols~ But I'm truly happy get to live with you guys especially my pretty room mate, Chiew Ping. She bear alot when we stay in 1 room. Hehe...

And my Sifus, Chiew Chiao and Chiew Ling (Nana). Thanks a million for teaching those calculus. If not been you 2, I think I'm still suffering with the calculations, accountings, maths and those crazy numbers and formulas. Thank you sincerely from my heart. Apple Jie~ thank you for your craziness. Su Shan and Fei Ling (Fei Fei)~ Thanks for your calmness and studious mood. It does affect me you know?? And thanks to the cooks in the house, Fei Fei and Nana for your delicious and yummy homemade dishes. Oh~ And Moon, our beloved housemate that are always so fashionable, good chatter and joker. Thanks for making my every day in the 3 months full of excitements.

My 3 years Uni friends, Shiau Kuan, Bee Theng, Siew Mun, Sze Min, Yue Wen, Wei Hong, Kah Fai, Albee, Pui Kuen, Choe Wah, Shieh Yee, Celine, Hui Sin (tomato), Cheh Sin, Winnie, Li Ling, Zhen Ning, erm... did I left out anyone?? I think... Nope~ Thanks for the fun and excitement we had in the 3 years of together. Thank you very much. I'm really happy that we are classmates for 3 whole years. I'm really grateful with all of your companion.

The last dinner we had together just now was the yummiest. I will never ever forget the taste of it. Feels like we've been a close family after all these years. Feels like doesn't wanna be apart from you guys. I'm so gonna miss you all.

After come back from dinner, suddenly my mind flashback to the older days. My mind keep playing the things happen this past 4 years scene. It makes me cried. I feel kinda sad right now because we're gonna part for our own ways. But I still hope all the best for your all future undertakings.

Organisors!!!! Please organise gatherings!!!

Dunno what to say anymore. Thank you for all of your caringness and friendship. Do hope to keep in touch with you all so our bond will not loose. Gonna miss you all. Muacks!!!