Bukit Bintang One Day Trip... A Happy One ^^... NOT!!!

Dang!!!

It really was a day. A tiring tiring TIRING DAY!!! I've never been that tired before. It's even worse than the TVXQ 2nd concert here in Malaysia.

The purpose of walking around Bukit Bintang was to seek help from the hotels to help us fill in the questionnaires for our thesis.

We met up at Times Square at around 10.30 am. Then we break into 2 groups. Pui Kuen and me in 1 group. We walk to the Berjaya Times Square Hotel first as it is just the same building. We went to ask the receptionist of where is the HR department located. Its actually behind and behind (I don't know what exactly is it =.=). Well, its ok. We still have our mouth with us. We can always ask people. We walk walk walk and walk. Then I feel something soft like water. I thought it was raining. But its not. Its way more worse than that. OMG!!! It was the garbage collector who is washing the floor. Eeeewwww... The water splatter way to our direction. Lucky, he's not spray the water to us but its still disgusting because the water drops onto my face and my clothes. AARRGGHHHH!!!!!!! What a bad thing.

Then, we continue our journey but we can't find the door the receptionist had mentioned. Lucky we found a staff and he lead us there. We did the procedure with the security and went to the HR dept. My heart beat very fast and I'm really nervous. It was our first time and first hotel that we asked. We went in and saw some staff and talk to her. Well, we need for their approval. It's ok I guess. It's their procedure anyway. We went out and take back our ID and go to the next hotel which is Melia Hotel.

At Melia Hotel, we met a really funny guy receptonist. He's really helpful as he show us how to go to the HR dept with his extraordinary body language. Hahaha... We went there and the security was quite easy to find because it's just on the left corner. We done the visitor procedure and went to the lift to the HR dept. When we got out of the lift, we got shocked. The area was under constructions and I can't see the "office". Lucky there's a foreigner saw us (he went into the lift after we came out) and give us the direction. Ok... we reach at the HR dept which is behind a door that seperate the renovation area with the office. But to our dismay, the guy that we are talking to also have questtionnaires phobia. Hahaha... He say "Oh... Not again?? We've already done 4 set of questionnaires and today morning there's another student also beg us to do it. I really cannot help you all already. The staff already make noise saying they don't want to do any already. Haiz... Let me see your questionnaire." We pass the questionnaire to him. The moment he take the questinnaire, he was so shock. It was really thick. Around 9 pages. It was really funny. I mean his facial expressions. But I can't laugh. It will be so rude and we are seeking their help. Then he say, "Wow.. So many. It was a really interesting title though but we really cannot help you. Sorry." Well, we cannot do anything if they can't help us. Its not that they can't but they had already done 4 sets of questionnaires. We need to be understanding.

Next destination, Federal Hotel. Well, I've got nothing to say about Federal Hotel because their HR head was not in. But it took us some time to find the way to reach Federal Hotel and some time to their reception =.= because we went in through back door.

Then, we went to next door which is Royale Bintang Hotel. I tell you ah... Don't you ever come to this hotel. This hotel has the worst customer service of all (although we are not customer but other hotel's staff still treat us way better than them). First, I don't know whether it's our bad day or because of the garbage floor's water, that receptionist give us don't know what direction. I heard he say B2 but Pui Kuen heard B3. Never mind, we tried both. We went to B2 first. It was a parking area. I walk from left to right and can't see a security also. Then we went back to lift. While we are waiting, Pui Kuen told me that she saw a middle aged man at the parking lot there holding a pen or a knife. When I heard that, I totally freaked out because there's no other people at the there except us and that man. When, the lift door open I quickly pull her inside. We did the same too at the B3. We went back to lift and the lift stop at B2. OMG!!!!!!!!! We are so panic. When the door opens, we got shock that theres a middle aged man stood there. He came in and nothing happened of course and ask for which floor will be the lobby. We help him and get our butt out of the lift at B1. When we come out, we saw the security sign and directly go there. We tell the security our purpoe and he say he need to ask the HR dept people first. The HR dept talked to Pui Kuen and say we need to call them first. Ok... I call him and he say we need to follow the procedures. We need to write or email to him with the formal letter from university and he will give it to his manager about it to wait for approval. Then, he say if it is about questionnaires, normally they will not help because it is a peak season right now, all the staff were busy and bla bla bla with keep on going excuses. I told him that I have the letter with me and should I pass to him personally and have a small talk our this matter and show the questionnaire to him. He say no need and ask us to pass the letter to the security and he will bring it to them. Then, we just do as he say and the security guard was even more confuse. I guess no one ever leave things to him to pass to HR. I think the letter won't get to the HR hands either. What the heck. He din even appoint us to his working area and his attitude on the phone was really not and doesn't sound friendly at all. We risk our lives (although nothing happen) and he just do that to us. I TOTALLY BAN ROYALE BINTANG HOTEL FROM NOW ON!!!!!!!

Next, we just went along the road back to the BB Plaza. Then, we saw many smaller hotels along the road and quickly went in. We did went into around 5-6 hotels and only 1 hotel help us which is the Bintang Warisan Hotel. We called up this hotel before on Wednesday and they agree to help us with no excuses at all. This hotel not bad. Anyone want to live at KL and need cheap hotel, this hotel is recommended ^^.

It's lunch time, and it is the busiest time for the hotel. So, we went to have a drink at Mc Donald and eventually I took my lunch there also. Then, we meet up with Stella and Choe Wah at U Village which we need to take a big round of Sungei Wang because Pui Kuen and I also don't know how to get there from inside of Sungei Wang. Then we have a little discussion. Stella told us their journey. They were well treated by the Grand Millennium Hotel (previously Regent Hotel which TVXQ and Super Junior stayed before ^^) staff. They got the opportunity to visit the hotel and so on but unfortunately when they went there that time it was lunc time and the HR staff went for lunch. They only manage to get 2 sets fill up. They need to go there again after lunch. But when they went back, the HR Head does not approve it. But I think it still ok since they are being so friendly and treated them so well. This hotel also recommended. Hehe...

After lunch, we went to opposite of Sungei Wang... Which we need to walk a distance to get to the bridge to cross over the road. At this time we went to the Coronade Hotel. Pui Kuen and me have phobia of being turn down and really envy of Stella of being so easy. So we ask her to show how did she talk to the people. The supervisor also very nice and friendly and helpful too. He say he will help us to pass the letter and the questionnaire to the Coordinator (I think) to let him have a look at the questionnaires first. After the coordinator finished he will call us or maybe we can call him. He really is very helpful ^^ So this hotel is recommended too.

Then, we went to a really nice and friendly hotel which is ParkRoyal Hotel. The receptionist is friendly, the security is friendly and took us to the HR dept and the HR Head also damn friendly and talk comfortly to us. She still can joke with us. Yeah, this friendly hotel also recommended.

After that, we went to Star Hill and it took us sometime to find the JW Marriot's reception. They are friendly too. Gosh!! JW Marriot. A BIG hotel and 5 star hotel. I really nervous and have this thought that they will not us because it does not benefit them at all. But to my surprise, the HR people willing to help us. She say they previously have help other students before and they can help us too but she cannot confirm that the staff will co-operate well with us. She say will try to help us. OMG!!! I'm really happy that this 5 star hotel willing to help us. I'm happy till I call up onnie to tell her that she is right after we came up to the lobby. I really love her ^^.

We walk back outside and ask one of the staff there where is the Prince Hotel. Then he say we need to walk across the Pavillion to get there. OMG!!!! My leg ady patah and still need me to walk so far!!! Then we ask him whethere there are any hotel nearer. And to our surprise the Westin Hotel is just next door.

We directly went to the Westin Hotel and ask. However, the HR staff was not around and we need to email her. Anyway, the Manager on duty for reception did help us to and really nice and friendly.

By the time we got out of the Westin, it had already rain a while and stop. We are really happy and felt that our luck is coming back after lunch ^^. We went back to Star Hill and to our good luck we found the Ritz-Carlton Hotel. Both us really syok giler. The receptionist was friendly too and told us briefly about the hotel's policy. He show us the direction too. However, when we reach the ground floor, we got no idea where is it. So, we seek help from a guard. The guard really not friendly. After we ask him direction, both of us still don't know where and he saw us like "mang chung chung" he shout at us "sana... bukan sini..." How rude =P Then he shout at a younger security guard to guide us there. This young 1 really way nicer than that old bag =.= He lead us till the security to the HR dept inside!! OMG!!! And he's handsome too ^^ However... the HR lady say they cannot help us due to the hotel's policy which stated they cannot help in research and do questionnaires. Then she ask other 5 star hotels also didn't help us right? I directly say JW Marriot help us. It is a 5 star hotel too. Then she didn't say anything =P

Well, after the Ritz-Carlton we end our journey today and went back to Times Square to meet up with the rest. On our way back. I got shocked by Stella and Choe Wah because they were walking behind us. I actually thought they reach Times Square already. At that moment I really feel happy because we finally finished distributing our questionnaires and need not to worry too much already. Finally, I can breath already.

We reach back at Times Square after going through the raining which I'm glad that it's not heavy. We had our dinner at Gasoline. The atmosphere is not bad. Feels like those japanese restaurants. The food not bad too ^^ But my plate looks empty. Hahaha...



Now understand what I say?? They should have put something.

Salad maybe to make it look nicer ^^



Here's my drink. Its call Plumple. Its sour plum + green apple + jello. Its nice and very high^^

After our dinner, we walked around Times Square because its really jam at that time. By this time we really drag our leg insted of walking. Really patah ady.

When I got home. I really beat up. I can't move anymore. I laid on my bed to rest but i slept without showering. OMG!!! And I sleep for almost 18 hours!!! OMG!!! Such a pig. Hahaha...

Although it's tiring but we also gain some experiences and met up with random character people. It's fun. We met with some funny adventures. It's cool to meet with people.

Miracle Happens!!!

I dunno where to start but this is really something miraculous. I've never ever dream about that 5 before but today it happens. IT HAPPENS!!! Gosh... I dunno should I be happy or what coz it was the 1st time I've dream about them. I've been longing for this time b'coz all these while I've been envying my friends who got to dream about them like just a snap of their finger. I still remember that I told my friend that "you are too missing them, you always thinks bout them, although u hate them.. you are still thinking about them... tht's why you dream about them..." I always thought this, my, theory was right but it happens to be not 100% precise. I didn't think about them, I didn't miss them, but I still dream about them. Ok ok.. I better stop the crappings. Here is how my dream goes...

I was at the hospital. I dunno what happen and why I was there. I feel very nervous and panic. Jing Yin and Esther were there with me and they feels the same too. Then, I ask Jing Yin what's wrong?? Why are we here?? She says that 5 were admitted to the hospital. From that moment on, i feel my heart was crushed. I'm too scared. What had happen to them?? We waited for a while more and the door was opened. Three of us rush in and saw 5 beds with 5 of them laying down. The 1st bed was laid by Yunho. When we came in, he smile sweetly to us. The 2nd bed was Jae Joong... and the last 1 is Junsu. When I saw Junsu, OMG!!!!!! his head was bandaged!!!! I was like totlly stunned there. What had happened to him??

The room was full of fans... I wonder how come they no need wait outside but they can get inside?? I feel that three of us really a pabo for waiting outside =.= Yunho and Jae Joong start to talk with us. And suddenly I feel that the whole room become more quiet and realise that the fans are no more in the room. I dunno what exactly happen between us with the 5 but i can ensure that we are really happy and I can still remember Junsu's laugh and smile. Then, the doctor come to us. He told us their conditions and bla bla bla in English of course like the americans. We say thank you. Then, he went to the 5 of them start to talk with them in Korean. I was totally surprise with that and ask Jing Yin "Is he a korean or chinese??" Jing Yin says she also dunno.

Right at that moment, my mom wake me up!!!!!!!! AAAARRRGGGHHHHH!!!!!!!! It was my first time and it was so short!!!!! I try to sleep back to continue my dream but I can't !!!!!!! yerrrrrrr.... why so short????

Haiz... that's why. I dunno should I be happy or what (sad). But I'm already feel grateful that I can dream of them after all these while. Anyway, I hope they can stay healthy and won't be the same as in my dream (they are in the hospital and Junsu with his head got bandaged. hahaha...). I want to dream more often about them and in different situation not in the hospital.

Confuse O.o

AAARRRGGGHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I really wanna just to scream this once. Early in the saturday morning around 3 am, my bro and I went to send my parents and aunt's family to the LCC. They are going to Hong Kong and Macau. I really really really wanted to go too. Just not my luck that they are going there when I'm still in the middle of my semester. Well, its ok. Acceptable. I dun wan to argue over this since my dad ady promise me i can go anywhere I want when I grad. So, its a tie.

AAAARRRGGGHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Why am I screaming again?? Haiz... These few days my emotions go mixed up. I really dunno what I had to feel towards them anymore. My feelings towards them is hate and love or love and hate. Its the same anyway.

I hate them because I had the same feeling as onnie. They seems to be acting like somebody else. Like a stranger. Why all the things that they kept it safe for all these years and doesn't even want to tell a word, they told it when they promoting their new album?? Why?? Is it you guys wanna true to yourselves or true to your fans or what? It's not that I want you all to keep pretending like an innocent man with no love experience and all. But, why so sudden?? Why is it the things you guys keep denying and at the end you tell us that you've done that before? I'm not saying you guys are wrong or anything to have experience like that but I'm a person who really dislike people to cheat me and being untrue to themselves. I know you guys just want to make a living and all that. I really speechless toward this matter. Anyway, its not like you guys know me at all. It's really non of my business also.

Oh yeah, 1 more thing. Are you selling body or selling music?? Is it that you show more of your flesh, more of your chest, more of your abs that your album will sell well? I dare to ask you, if your so call die hard fans support you just for your body and not your music, will you be happy? Or is this the way for you to repay your fans' support? I dunno... I really dunno...

Although all the above things are being so harsh... but my heart really aching. It's because you guys are the one who bring this music scene to my life. You are the one who makes me fall in love with all these.

Last saturday, I missed the MKMF. Actually I don't even know bout it. Onnie told me everything about how you guys had cried and all that. It really aches my heart to see you guys like that. Onnie say that yunho is really hoping or should I say desperate to win the Best Group award. When it wasn't you guys, Yunho really sad and cry. And then, when you guys won the Best Album award, something really shocked me. It's not Yoochun who cried first. Usually its him who start to cry first. But... now it's different. The magnae cry first. It really shock me. When I was watching it in youtube, I really want to cry with you all but i dun have the feelings. Instead, I worry of something. Something that onnie says that makes sense to me. I don't dare to say it out because i dun think i can take it also personally and i dun wan to get chop by your fans.

However, I really hope that it will not come true. Sometimes i really want to ask you guys, is it true bout this this this. At least i won't keep thinking and wondering here. it really bothers me. I dunno wat i'm crapping so long in here. All my feelings mix up and even this entry also become rojak. not organise and all that. i think i better stop typing to drag the things longer =.=

Mixed feelings

I dunno what's happening to me. I've got no more feelings toward doing this any more. At first, I'm really excited when i join this. I really happy that I'm in it. It's something I never thought of.

But, now it seems like all the excitement has fade away. It just left the sorrow. I don't know why it become like this. Maybe it's something that someone has promise us but it has change before we even start it. Can i call it as a cheat? This some one has cheated us. I really hate people cheat me. I really hate that.

But it has nothing compare to the the some one side kicks. I really got upset with this. The so call side kicks is such a pretender. They pretend that they know everything and just order us to work. At first the whole team is totally happy with the way we are working as a team. We work things together with no exceptional to the leader. We work as a team. But now, it's all different. Now, we all just wait the "order" from the side kicks.

If it is not the leader, I really had quit this because it's not the way we all like to work with. When the side kicks says we all cause chaos, actually it is not chaos at all. They self declare it as chaos. The chaos happen when they interfere in the team. When we work by ourselves before them, we really doesn't have any matters arise. It is them who cause the chaos.

After they interfere in us, the whole team is not a team anymore. Just like what my friend's dad told me. He ask me "What is teamwork?". Then, he say "It is the manager 'Dim nei work' or ' point you to work'." I really understand what he's saying because I'm facing this matter myself.

I really heartache with this. At first, I really give out all my heart to work this out. I promise myself that I will do my best in this. But some how, this fire that's burning within me has turn off which it shouldn't be. Just because they didn't appreciate it, it really breaks my heart. They keep saying to work professionally. But what the heck do they know. And please, we are skillfull in our own field which is business, mass communications, and others. Our team is well round up with the skillful people who knows their own field. Who knows what they are doing. Don't just go pretend in front of us who you don't even know their abilities and judge us as new comers who doesn't know anything. It's not that we paid those course fees and come out without the knowledge. We do have the knowledge. Don't treat us as dummies.

And now, I really have no feelings toward this. It really breaks my heart...

Friday, 7 November 2008, 7.50 p.m

My Blog Officially Open!!!

Today is the the day!!! Today is D-Day!!!

Today/ tonight (now >.<), it's Tuesday, 14th October 2008, 11.35 pm is the date and time of my blog to be officially open =p

Frankly, I've already register for this blog for sometime now and today only I start blogging. Actually, I've got nothing better to do so I decided to write something here. Today is just the warm up. I'll try to blog as much as I can from now on.

Why I name it "My Secret Diary"? Well, it's nothing much special. It's just that this name came to me after I watch the movie "The Secret Garden" XD.

What's that big big "Shh~ It's Secret" for? It's just to create mystery-ness and secrecy =p

Oh yeah... Today the sun was hot like hell but around 8 pm the sky start to pour rain so heavily. Even when I'm typing this and playing the songs, I still can hear the rain. It makes me so lazy and wanted to sleep >.<

Well, I guess that's all for today. I need to get back to my assignments and thesis.